15 December 2006

I'm about to have a sad.

My life is completely unfulfilling.

Work sucks, i've just spent all afternoon packing up my shit cause my team is moving into a new office, away from all the people i like working with.

It's Friday night, and i'm sitting home moaning, on the internet. I always go out of Friday night, and i feel ripped off at the fact that it's almost 7pm and i'm not pissed.

My friends are lazy losers/breeders/have plans. All of them.

I'm sick of couples. Especially at Christmas. If i hear one more person refer to someone as their boyfriend/girlfriend/other half/fiance/missus etc. i'll crack.

Where the hell is Dot when you need her?

I had pizza for lunch, that didn't make me feel better.

I had a bowl of ice-cream when i got home, that hasn't helped either.

Last night i spent about a million bucks at Chadstone buying Christmas presents for myself, which also hasn't helped.

I've had several cigarettes... useless.

My usual fixes for this state of mind have let me down; booze, fags, food, shopping.

What the hell am i supposed to do now?

(PS hi dave)

Done by Mars

7 comments:

Jen said...

Awww, Mars.

I'm sorry you feel bad, things could be worse though. You have a job, that's a good thing. And you have some lovely friends like Dot. And you have money to buy yourself Christmas presents.

I understand how you feel, and I often have those same moods myself, I hope you can get out of your sad soon.

AS said...

since when did you start smoking again? don't do that!

(but if you get desperate, i think i might have left a half packet in the drawer of the cabinet in the lounge room)

anyway, cheer up. i sent you a Christmas present today. it should arrive in 4-7 days (pick it up from my parents house, i sent them all in one package).

kiki said...

i'll get drunk with you mars.

my weekends are free again and i feel i can (temporarily) step in for the absent dot.

waddya fink?

Unknown said...

HI mars!!!!!

Unknown said...

HI mars!!!!!

Unknown said...

HI mars!!!!!

Mars said...

got it dave...